the den...

SOOOOOO AWESOMEEE!!!

I have gotten another fan from playing at A-USA!!! x3
It feels awesome because, I just realized this, it's a person that I have never met before but suddenly becomes a supporter and it's awesome sauce!
\( ^ 0 ^ )/
I know it's been a few days since [geist] played at A-USA but...it was fun! And I'm glad to have met the people I did. That little show we did in that panel room was fun, even if it was only a handful of people. ( > w < )
I learned....that I really need to re-learn Japanese again *sigh* and also to get my computers fixed. (x__x;;)

It's almost Turkey break, so I'll try and get stuff done then.

KYAAAAAAAAA~! <3 I <3 my fans!

......I'm such a woman......
-hiro

Random Quiz!!!

Healer's Heart You are 60% Independent, 40% Idealistic, 40% Intimate, and 80% Indulgent!

The Healer’s Heart Independent, Realistic, Passionate, Indulgent You are the most altruistic of hearts, the Healer’s Heart. You are realistic in your approach to love and value your independence. At the same time you are very passionate about love and want to do whatever in your power to make things run smoothly. You will relieve whatever pain you can in your mate. At the same time, you recognize the need to be there for others as well. Still, you will always be there for your mate and will never hurt them if you can help it. Matches for the Healer’s Heart: The Lonely Heart The Lonely Heart wants to be loved, but may not know how to go about it. Your healing nature will bring out the hidden aspects of their heart and you will appreciate their intimate nature and need for love, and associate with their realistic views and want for harmony. The Broken Heart The Broken Heart needs to be loved, which is fine with you, but they also can be a bit quarrelsome, something you may not like. But your healing nature should help them with this, and your independent nature can allow you to give them the space they need to cool off. Ultimately, you will find it very rewarding to be the one to mend the Broken Heart, and you will come to cherish them. Your exact opposite is the Heart on Sleeve. Avoid Independents when you can. You are independent yourself, but aren’t happy unless you are helping others, so you need those who need you to be fulfilled in a relationship. Explicits may also be difficult to get along with as you value harmony, but you should be able to work it out.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Independent You scored higher than 99% on Idealistic You scored higher than 99% on Intimate You scored higher than 99% on Indulgent

Link: The Heart Test written by AaronJJ on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Dunno if it's true. I'd like to believe it is. =P

Yes it has been a little while since I've posted here.
Yesterday was great and well worth the travel. So I went to band practice with [geist] yesterday. [geist] is a budding Visual kei based band. Their influences are Dir en grey, girugamesh, MUCC, Alice nine, the GazettE...don't remember the rest. Anyways, I was most happy to practice with them. For those of you who don't know, I am the bassist.

So far, all my music classes are going well. I am slacking a bit in my Jazz guitar practice...still making an effort though. My English class though...hmm....well I could be doing better. I need to put more time into that. Already am screwing myself over so I need to go off and do some studying soon.

Also yesterday, I recieved a call from the guy on ebay about the amp. HE'LL BE SENDING IT SOON! X3 That's pretty much it. =P

Oh, Mouse is just way too awesome. I loves her. <3

STOLEN FROM KISA!







XDDDD

The fact that Miyavi is my grandmother is killing me with pleasure.

Emoing today. Just missing Mouse soooo much. </3

So I'm feeling pretty good today. n__n
There are factors from yesterday that affect my feeling good today.
..and factors from today that contribute to the feeling.

So yesterday I spent the whole afternoon trying to type up that darned argumentative essay. I finally finished it around 5:00. >...>; That felt good. At the same time I was messaging Mouse on Gaia! (> w <) ...one reason I continue to use it. Then I was able to drop off the essay. I still don't feel like it's a very good essay though. *sigh* I got it done and that's the important part.
Got home and talked with Mouse online! X3 YAY!! ...except for the part when she told me of a horrid incident in weight training class. DDDDX< *UBERANGERY FACE!!!*
*mumbles curses* ....die.....bastard.......knife......poop.....grawr..........penis.......>__<#

Afterwards she had to get off the computer. </sadness>

I need to compile a list of things that I should buy for my friends. Their X-mas gifts. hmm....condoms for mark......hmm.....*tries to think harder*
I went and ordered Victor another Sadie CD. Forgot the title....

Later in the evening I got a phone call from Jose, Mark, and Luis. Apparently Victor broke his right hand....from what I wonder...MASTURBATING PERHAPS?!!! XDDDDDD Such hilarity it was. X3
That made my night. THANKS FOR THE LAUGHS VIC!!!

I BELIEVE!!! I am a musician. No doubt about that. I must collaberate and socialize with other musicians.

So today, I went to English feeling all down about the paper. I talked with my English teacher at the end and she was fine with it. (...means she bought my lie about being sick... >__>; )
So she'll accept the paper. I just hope it isn't sooo bad. I feel it is though. DX I can't write an argumentative paper to save my life....much less one on castration.

The project that is due in Stat isn't DUE until Friday. WHUUU! That means we can fix it up and get it properly written and get the source by then. 6( > o<)9

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└|˚ 0 ˚|┐ *<~ failed attempt at a cactaur*


Laturrr d00ds

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damn it roshi! *headdesk*
*headwall*
*headhardobject* "....and how."

So yeah....in the computer lab right now. English is right now....but I'm somehow in the computer lab....
Papre...undeux....
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sad roshi, just sad. *headdesksomeMOAR*

-__-
You made this day bad roshi....bad bad roshi....
DX
Feigning sick as well...*sigh*

Okee, so I got up a little later than I wanted. I swore I heard my phone this morning and that Mouse was calling...but alas it was all in my head. T^T

So I got went to English and went to the usual classroom instead of going to the Friday classroom. -__-; (That means I got to class a little late...) Finally realized that class is hardly an English class because we spend most of class talking about race problems and politics. Poo poo to that. The teach kinda blew up at everyone for not being able to analyze this one essay and also just being kinda...

brb.....*switches computers*

back.....

Effing bio/health only computers....

....to continue....also just being kinda unmotivated and non-responsive to the teach. Me personally, I was still half asleep. I effing said "Meating eet" -...-;

Damn it....I'm considering cancelling work for Saturday. I need to work on a Project for Stat and this paper for English. I dun know how I'm going to be able to take on EN102 and Psych next semester. >...<;

*sigh*

So I shall get back to my Stat review.

*teeter totters back to reviewing*

So yeah. Today (being Dec. 6th) was yet another day. I started it off by waking up fairly late. =/
Did my homework during English...>_<;
I really need to get some assistance with that argumentative essay. No offense friends, I really rather doing stuff on my own or getting help from a teacher.
Headed home to pep myself up with some coffee and read up on how to record my guitar into the computer. There are a couple of ways. The eaiser one being that I need to buy the Behringer DI100 Ultra (summat like that) and a music notation software. Sonar is probably my best bet for now unless if I were to get a Mac. The Mac seems a little far off right now...so I think I'll work on saving enough to get Sonar. I think I might need to upgrade my computer some to be able to run Sonar.
Went to Stat class after my hour break. Got there a tad late...but it was alright. Started something new that I haven't learned yet. So I'm actually going to have to start studying now for that class. Up til now I haven't really studied for it. ^^; I know I'm decent when it comes to math.
Ran off to the computer lab after class and found one of my party members, the black mage Rin. Some nonsense followed after I had printed a paper and it came out wack. >_<#
I spent the whole time looking at designer piercings and rings and pendants. Girl much Roshi? I swear I was drooling over some of them. ^^;
Got home and made NOIZ!! WHUUU! That's always fun. n__n Started downloading more AV songs. GREATNESS!!! I want to see them live. They sound so great. Raveman does a great job with the music and mixing and all that. EXO-Chico's vocals are really great too. I still think the vocalist from HPP is the best though. XDD
I'm still determined to learn half of papamama ~nozomarenu BABY~ by the end of this month. I know the intro part for the most part. Keeping the strumming correct is a little hard. Damn you Miyavi.....>_<;
Still need to come up with some interesting melody on the guitar that'd go with house beats. =/ I KNOW I CAN DO IT!!! Hell, for about an hour I was humming random crap that consisted of many things that I've heard before and then some. I know I can make a simple melodic piece. I know it can be monotonous. Just gotta keep playing around with stuff I guess.

Latuuur.

My brain turned to mush today. -__-;
I tried hard to keep up...but it's just waaay beyond my grasp to be able to to reason with.
The Jau hunt was a kinda fail today. So I spent a few hours after the search just sitting about...*mumbles* Anywhoo, went home reluctantly. Found Mochi at the bus stop and didn't talk to him until the bus came and we were in it. He's quite a cool cucumber. =]

I went to my friend's house later and chilled with him. Played Bully. Quite amusing. XD Showed him Dr. Tran. "LeAVE ME ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE!!!" XDDDDD *tears up from laughter*
I also got some more communicating done with Jau tonight. So it's all guud.

later people!

ps: Wishing for a hug from someone in particular. Hint: <3

Stolen from Rin:

You scored as Dante Alighieri. According to you most of humanity will spend at least some of their afterlife in hell. You have a high likelihood of being exiled, but anyone as bloody fucking romantic as you deserves what they get. You have an exceptional moral code, overshadowed by the fact that you yourself cannot uphold it. Your existence bears a definite irony, although of fairly Christian morality, many pagans, satanists, communists, and intellectuals admire you and your works for all the wrong reasons. Also, the brighest star in your sky is never going to be your lover... It takes a lot of grief to be the cartographer of hell. </td> Dante Alighieri 83% Miyamoto Musashi 75% Stephen Hawking 58% Friedrich Nietzsche 58% C.G. Jung 50% Jesus Christ 50% Adolf Hitler 42% Steven Morrissey 42% Sigmund Freud 42% Charles Manson 33% Mother Teresa 33% Elvis Presley 25% O.J. Simpson 25% Hugh Hefner 0% What Pseudo Historical Figure Best Suits You? created with QuizFarm.com

Didn't find Jau today. Maybe we'll be luckier tomorrow.

7-STRING ゲット!!!
I shall name....hmmm....well since it isn't a full body like Gackt's guitars...soooo...it gonna be a boy and his name shall be....シチ! WHOO! SO UNORIGINAL BUT SO WHAT?! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Such a nice body for a guy. Effing gray!! WHOOO! And sparkly. (+ w +) Love this thing. X3

Enough with my ranting...
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may post pic of him later. We're going to make gay love right now.

So this past week is now a blur in me head. It's gone by so quick and I hardly remember any of it.

Thanksgiving was good. Had roast beef instead of the majority, turkey. Food was good. Food still have. That day, before TK dinner, I went to my friend's house. Day before, went to Jose's and played Wii. Fun. Either the 21st or 22nd I ordered myself, with credit card, a 7-string Washburn geetar. <3 I'm anticipating the fun times I shall have with it. Then on Friday....I think I spent the day at home and at a friend's house. Saturday I lounged about the house all day. Practiced the geetar som3...Attacked the wall. Attacked it some more.

Looks sorta like the world.

Then comes today. Went to go see a piano recital of my sister's friend. Twas neat. Many little kiddos playing very elegantly. Off to the side and outta sight, picking them boogies.

Brought to you by:

MEEV-OHs! Because you know you love them cruchy cutouts of his arse.

Day 4 (11/13/06)

hmmm...lets see....I need to ponder on what happened that day...
Well....went to school...made some new excuse to my English teacher as to why my rough draft isn't done yet. Breezed through math. hmmm...then went to study skills developement....and then compy lab. hmmm...
headed home...(Gotta love them ellipses)did random stuff between getting home and sleeping. I vaguely remember playing JGR.

Sometime during the afternoon, I found that the internet was down at the house. So I, the internet junkie, have no access at the house. Therefore, no MMRPGs for a twinkling.

Day 5 (11/14/06)

Showered! WHOOO! Felt great. 8]
Played some JGR afterwards.
Around 10 or so, I went to school to go "study." Tried hard to come up with something for my rough draft. *sigh*
I left for the house again to get some lunch. Some cereal and something else.

So spent the time doing random stuff about the house until it was III. At III I went to work. The client that day was Nancy Pelosi. Interusteng, to say the least.
So got back late. Whoo.

Day 6 (11/15/06)

Mkay, so I started the day off by getting dressed. XD and with a nice bowl o' cereal! Yum.
</addiction>
Went to classes. Groggy most of the day. Met up with Rin and Falphie-poo in the Comp lab. We trio of craziness went about aimlessly that afternoon and phoned Crystal and congradulated her on passing another year of life. Used my awesome gil toss attack on Falph. He is now my nemisis? o__O; We tred the concrete and found ourselves on a corner of an intersection chatting away. Upon hearing some foul language being tossed about by us, another bystander came over to us and started talking to us about the use of vocabulary. Twas very interesting. XP smegma XDDD
Anywhoo, I'll look up that photo later. XP
*and mentally notes, harlequin babies as well*
We had consulted the Almighty dice for our next destination. I had, however, wanted us to stay where we were but alas it gave in to our demands and told us where to go. We followed the path to the shop of books. On the way, we found a new companion. (alas no images of our new friend) He was quite shiny and quite handsome in his roundness. Though, he was a tad scantily clad. -__-; Oh well. We finally found our way to the shop of books and entered. Massive ammount of tomes and scrolls in numerous books that I never looked through. I, myself, plopped down and read a manga known as Eden. Hmmmm, to say the least. We sat on the floor of the store and indulged our minds with printed words. It was fun(?) From there, we spilt our paths and went to go take on our own quests. Twas...the usual. Home was calling to me, as well as food. Home was in my sight and I entered using the key fastened to my waist. Time passed slowly as I went about the house doing things of no significance. I prepared dinner though, that was of significance. Aside from that, nothing really. Moping about these days is something that I do.
Ended the day by *gasp* watching the telly and then sleeping.

Day 7 (11/16/06)

I just got word that there might be a tornado!!!! WHOOOOOO!!! I should go outside right now to check! =D YAY!!!! Oh how I love storms!!! <3

So started today off with breakyfast. Some news. Helping my mom out so she wouldn't be significantly late for work, again. Did laundry. Prepared myself to go to school to try and finish my rough draft. So far....no luck...curses to all the distractions of the internet. That and my lack of self-discipline. Anywhoo, I need to do something. Later, I'll be goin to the Freer Gallery with my dad from some event. He needs help setting something up. So I'll be there...in a suit...>__>;

Anywhoo, later folks. Thinking about getting food and doing this paper.

Day 2 (11/11/06)

So yesterday...hmmm...well, I spent the morning watching cartoons. It's been a little while since I've done that. I enjoyed it. n__n

Then time was ticking, I had to get ready for work. DUN DUN DUU~~~~~N!!! (I know that's too cliche) SOOO, yeah...Yesterday's event was over at the National Air and Space Museum (Smithsonian one), and it was a pretty small party. Huge event, but small party. 350 people. Took up half the place, though. So I worked at passing and clearing drinks, as usual -___-. Afterwards, I hussled with my table and tried hard to get everything right. *sigh* Overall though, it was a long event. Started around 7pm and ran on until 12AM. Jeebus. I think I should look for another job with stable hours? Maybe after winter is over and done with.

Day 3 (11/12/06)

Today, I will be meeting up with Izal and them to go get in touch with my inner Bboy. I will continue to practice my toprock and six-stepping. I NEED TO GET THAT STUFF DOWN!!! < / pep talk>

So far, since I've woken up, I've played Jet Grind Radio and had fun with that. XP I really should look into upgrading my blades. (i.e. new wheels, grind plates, etc.) Mark and I need to start a blading crew. I nominate MC Tacoma as our territory XP Great area for it! I swear!! XDD
Anywhoo, will try and update later. Ja ne.

[EDIT]
So I went to the community center and met up with Izal. We did some breaking. (him mostly XD; ) I just attempted stuff and didn't actually get much accomplished. When we stopped and were just sitting around until closing time, I got a phone call...FROM MOUSE!!!! WHOOOOO! *happy jig with kilt* So that made my day. n___n I talked with her for seven minutes and fourty-two seconds. XDD;

I then returned home after checking Borders and running into Luis. I tried working on homework...to no avail. *sigh* Oh well, I tried.

That ends Day 3.

So, yesterday was a great day really.

I woke up; had me some cereal; played some Jet Grind Radio and filled something out for class; called Jose back; went over to MC to drop off said "something"; got picked up by Jose and friends and went back to my house so I could gather essentials for travels. We (when I say we I mean Jose, Mark, Malik, Luis, and I) went to Ellicott City to a bowling alley. At this alley they have DDR Extreme! WHOOOO! Twas fun playing it again. I miss is dearly. ;__; The machine is in great condition tooo!! X3 I needa go back and play it again. So we used up $25 and then headed out after a couple hours there. We went to popeyes, Jose got 22 pieces of chicken. o___o; Them chickenz wuz guuuudz. |3 So then we headed for Mark's place to drop off his little bro, Malik. Then went downtown to chill some more. I headed home around 3 or so to take care of some chores. Mowed the grass and raked up some leaves.

mmmm

leaves.

XD


( zee MOUNTAIN!!! )


and then


( humpty dumpty fell...or did he? O__o )


So I did that a couple times. FROM THE ROOF!!! XD

I didn't mulch up the pile of leaves yet
so I can go back and rake it up and jump into it again. XDD WHOO! It was loads of fun. n___n

I also went and picked some leaves from the mint plant. I washed them and let them dry overnight. Tonight, I boiled them and made me some mint tea. mmmm, homemade tea is the best! >w<
Yay for effort!

Later, I was just surfing the net and just passing the time. I realized it was getting a little late and decided to call Mouse. I did.
In a nutshell, we won't be able to converse via messenger or phone for a couple of months. It's going to be rough, but I know I'll live...somehow...

*sigh*

and then it's today, Nov. 10th, 2996. Wow. Day 1 of not being able to call Mouse. Mostly I'm just kinda annoyed that I won't be able to talk to her. I know I'm going to have to deal with it and keep up with my own life, but.....she's part of it too.

Anyways...

So that's about it for updates.
Until I post again, ja ne~.

Take care folks, because that's all I can say.

-zee management.

I believe I am starting to reject all new American music. Doesn't really matter what it is. I've never listened to much pop stuff anyways, always thought it wasn't that great. Bah, whatever it is that someone may name...I probably won't have much interest in it. I've grown so attached to other countries music that I've come to dislike American music. Nothing is new. Most of everything is repetitive and have heard else where. I have come to agree with Daft Punk's "view" on pop (popular...including most genres of music) music these days. Human After All's theoretical take on pop music of these times. Lyrics or music, nothing is new or original. I know even in Japanese songs some things aren't original. The music though, alot of it sounds completely different from the norm. Maybe I've become biased? Maybe I've closed myself off from society? There is hope for music....but pop (again...including most genres) music isn't taking it anywhere. I know there are alot of people out there that love American "pop" music. That's good for them. They can find something to relate to.

I guess its making me a tad depressed. I want to revolutionize the music world. I know alot of musicians want to as well. It doesn't help knowing that I won't be able to do so. *sigh*

[EDIT]

Stolen from rin which stole it from kiki.

FF7 XDDD

[EDIT]

So I've been doing nothing pretty much all day. I started to practice the Song of Healing from Majora's Mask for the piano. It's a bit tough. I've also been trying to get my mind focused on that English papel. No comprende. err....*no luck. Knew I should've studied harder in Supein-go. *le sigh* Also got some guitar practice in today.

I'm still wondering how I'm going to spike my hair out. I used the got2B glued freeze hair spray stuff....still doesn't do the trick. So I'm thinking I might need some hair cement or the got2B hair glue stuff. Mind you this is going to be for my pirate costume/everyday use. I'm thinking I might need to get a pirate-cap'n type coat. That or get a coat and modify it myself. I be lookin forwaARRd to this Halloween. (I know corny. XDD) *NOTE: the spiking I'm attempting to do to my hair will be like Axel's/Zack's.*

Oh and I know you all want to try cocaine. Looks like it should be tried once. XDD

The greatest little thing I found.
THE SECRET!

So today was interestin. Got up a bit before seven to my annoyingly loud alarm clock. (I suppose that's the idea though...) So it got me up...to turn it off, then went to go lay in bed again. *insert akward laugh here*
After that I got up again, and realized my phone was ringing and immediately went for it. *makes mad dash towards t3h phone of good and bad newses* Answered and was happy to hear that familiar voice that comes from across the country. That girl that I be in a sweet relationship with. n__n So we talked for about half an hour before I ate breakfast and went off to school. (I was getting dressed and did other stuff while talking XD; )
Left for school with a bit of a downed spirit. I was walking to go to my EN101 class and ran into Sirak. Said hi to him. (WHAT's UP MAN?~!?!) My English prof. is cool. It seems like I'm going to have to put 1000% into my writing for her class. *sighs and mutters* effin.....ele.........ool......vel.....w...ting.... So after her class I came back home and did a problem for my stat class that I hadn't finished. *cue gb pokemon traveling music* Then went off to Stat class with SUBEDI!!! Awesome dude I think. Dunno if he can teach....buuuuut....college IS about teaching yourself. I tink. Both classes are only an hour long, so they went by quick. woot? So I headed for home afterwards to try and work on homework, trying to ignore feeling self disdain. On the way I ran into Anna!! Yay! It's been a few weeks(?) since I've seen her. She seems to be doing well, I think. So that was nice (for lack of a better word).
I arrived at home and immediately went for the food. Ate a few slices of leftover pizza and made a seachicken sandwich. Afterwards I got some tunes playing in the living room and started chiselling away at some homework. Didn't get much done though...*sigh* I fell asleep is why. I was asleep for a couple hours. Then woke up and walked about the house a bit before doing who knows what. I forgot. wow....blank moment. Anywho, I went over to the arcade, taking a detour to see if the little park was free of people. Alas, there were people and childies there. So I just went to the arcade. Ran into that bi/gay? dude. Said hi. Walked off. Ran into another friend. Twas random. but meh. Said hi to him and the person he was with. Then said bye and went off to the arcade. (At this point I was already in self disdain and "emoing") Whooo *waves little black flag*
Got to the arcade to play some ITG. Marcus came in, I was surprised to see him. He was looking good as usual. lol I was glad to see leadersama. (well, ex-leadersama) He went to go play Streetfighter, I think. So I went and played a free couple of songs, some kids were playing before but went off somewhere else. I played another game after that. Felt nice to play again. Didn't really help this time though. murr.

Well, I'm looking forward to my english class. n__n The teacher seems nice. She worked at CNN in Atlanta. XD Oh well. Maybe I can improve my reading comprehension/vocab? *blows raspberry* fat chance... WHOO for the pessimists of the world! <___< Kay well, I think I'll go try and attack that homework again. rawr. maybe use the トイレ too. さらばみんな hiZu

YOU KNOW WHAT?!

I don't know what. XDD Well, thought it was about time that I wrote in this darned thing. I do have to say, CURSE YOU MYSPACE!!!! DDDX I told myself once that I wouldn't get into it....*sigh* but alas, I find myself on there constantly. >__>;; Darn fads....

So, today a friend from my elementary years has left to go to college. *tear* I'm proud of him. I trained him so well. </ tear > So yeah, best of luck to him in NY. May many a stripper hear his name and faint. XDD That cat is cool.

So yeah....well, I've fallen into the mouse "trap". Not really a trap or anything, just into something that's got me soooooooooooooooooooooooo happy. n___n You know...that thing called a relationship. Any thought of her is enough to make me happy. </stuffpeopledontwanttohear>

Hope all of you out there are doing well. I am. sorta anticipating college. It starts in the next few weeks.

Gonna resume my catering job. And I'm planning on getting a bridge and ear(s) done. When.....I have no idea. XDDD